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Saturday, January 31, 2009
So over self.



Afternoon SuperHeroes !


hear this sonqq.
Thanks to Bibi,
She's now fully, officially addicted to this sonqq.
ahah, i'm not. Maybe a little.
hahah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tkR9YLjzUk




Fanna's changinq.
Her now attitude sucks.
I want the old Fanna back.
She's gone.
Why does she left ?

The reason why i'm like this,
and not like last time,
Kecohhrable.

It's bcause'
I'm super tired. seriously, i'm ain't no mood to entertain people.
Sorry kawann if i saw you quys kadanq2 tak salam,
It's not that Fanna sombonqq, Fanna penat okayy ?
I donno how to chanqe back.
Life seems unfair.
There's no chance qiven.
Opportunity runs.
Mood swinqqs, Sensitivity rise.
Jealousy takes over.
Can't control Self, i should say.
I'm so abject. huhu.
So abate,
feel like want to abdicate everythinqq.
Abnormal, from the usual.
Shaaa, i know you felt the chanqe in me.
I'm sorry if i'm aberrant.
Just like you, i don't have any mood this past few days.
Just abide with me for a little while.
And yes, I'm accentuate. Very.
Give me time to cool down.

sweetest hello,
1/31/2009 04:30:00 PM


Friday, January 30, 2009
Rauzan laaa ! Zul laaa !












Hello People On Earth !

Anw, i'm eatinqq Chicken Rice while writting.
Won't get my hands dirty, i'm usinq the spoon.

My brother just came back from sch,
NCDCC training (:
Woohoo !
Go CD ! Go CD !
Semanqat CD seyy, ahahaha !

i'm listening to Rauzan sonq !
Ohhgoshh ! It's super duper awesome.
i've fall for him tao.
cheyy, macam faham eh ?
well, if you, girls/boys,
saper2 laa yqq berminat ehhy.
JUST CLICK BELOW !

Rauzan- Benarkah kau setia with Lyrics (:
// ENNJOYY Jiwanqq-errs ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jk-jtVpnwrg


Once upon a time, in the year 2009.
Early in the morninq, at 5.50am.
A Teenaqe girl named Fanna,
was woken up by her

bestest ♥boyfriend,
cheyy, macam faham uhh.
I mean a friend, that is a boy.

So yeahh, he woke me up siaa.
First call i never pick up.
Second baru picked up.

My phone was on silent actually.
So can only feel the vibration.
but, at least, i can feel tao.
Not as if i'm sleeping dead.
That's when,
i'm really tired. Dead tired.

Anw, thanks for the wake up call Zul
this past two days.
I cannot wake upp.
hoho^^

eu woke up at 4am siaa.
nkk qy keje kepaa banqq ?
ahaha, joking2, sorryy.

i'm downloading songs
sang by Yancik,
ohhgoshh, fanna dahh addicted nqaa laqqu jiwanqq sia !

i don't know the sonqs,
but i just download it anw,
well, blum cuba blum tawu.

ahha,
i'm chatting with alot of people.

Farahin ; Sweet love
Shafiqah ; pixiedust
Danial ; Danino
Iqaaa ;
Safawi ;


anw, i wanna do something else,
selain blogging.


Goodnight Human Beings & Aliens or whatso.

P.S : This is yesterday pictures.
erm, take in IT room, when doing art.





sweetest hello,
1/30/2009 09:28:00 PM


Thursday, January 29, 2009
in sch, yknow.

Hey Hello People Who's in School right now,
ahha, well, i'm in sch also.
Secondary schools do have laptops, yknow.
hhaa, i'm in the IT Resource Room,
That's located beside sec1s classrooms.
Art lesson right now,
We use Toshiba brand laptop.
touch screen, awesome huh.
there's a pen hidden in it.
take it out and draw on the screen,
or click, click, click.
ahahha.



anyway, have to draw self potrait,
and poem.
describing ourself.
art is so coolsome !

i finish already,
but now have to comment on
classmates artpiece (:

~choww !
anw, after this reccess !
yipee yay !
i'm hungry, very.
wanna eaat !







sweetest hello,
1/29/2009 01:05:00 PM


Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Strum *His/Her Guitar










Afternoon/ Eveninq Beloved People♥

Today,
Early in thaa morninq,
First lesson,
Enqlish, ohh goshh !
I'm so restless,
have stomach cram in the bus till sch.
Painful. Very.

So restless, i can't concentrate.
Seekinq opportunity/ chance to sleep in class.
eventho i sat in the front row.
well, i need some sleep okay.


Yesterday slept at 2.30am.
Msg ZuL at 1am.
ahah, nothinq to do.
Was checkinq whether he's still alive or not.
Gosh ! i'm eviL !
nno laa, Sorry ZuL, huhu
was checking whether you're still up or not.

Well, he's up alright.
He also can't sleep.
Due to Flu.
My left nose stucked =.=''

Get back to school
Assembly, was super bored.
Seriously, Chinese New Year Concert was so damn bored.

[Chinese people, no offence]

well, you guys too gotta admit,
even my chinese friends say so,
see, there's some chinese.
but don't totally abhor laa.
It's your culture siaa.


So yeahh, after assembly, Reccess !
Ohh gosh ! FOOD !
Was hunqry, totally.
But only eat maqqie qorenq plus nugget (:
ahah, i don't eat much eventho i'm hungry ay.

Chemistry lesson was so pissed.
N2, next time pay attention to what Mr.Chua have to say alright ?
Don't make it hard on him laa.
He's just in his 20s.
Not that old right ?
Just matured, matured adult.
He's fun actually, to talk with,
He's a joker siaa.
haha.
Well, yeah.
After sch was suppose to meet Ikaaa.
Go TMALL.
Survey, buy present.
Tmrrw, Syiqin [cousin] birthday.
She's primary4.
Well, happy advance birthhday !

ZuL just nnow online,
Skranqq tido plak,
Haiis. Zul nk fanna kejut kann ?
Tadi paqqy dahh kejut kan Fanna kul 5.45am.
Haiis. Slamat laa i put my phone under silent.
Klaw manual, ahh, mampos.
Msg tone dahh laa shockinqq !
ahaha.
well, yeah.
I ain't free.
Still have to : //listed
- Finish 50 drawinqs [art]
- Sch environment drawinq [art]
- Maths assiqnment 10, Algebraic
- Enqlsih book review, Meaninqs
Alot jqak tawuu !
well. that's all.
I'm done.
Now to get busy with housechores and homeworks.
Goodnight, Sayonara Bloqqers.
Tomorrow, shall bloqq aqaiin aites (:

sweetest hello,
1/28/2009 09:10:00 PM


Tuesday, January 27, 2009
For 'we All'





















Yaww Super-extra-ordinary-people.

Well, Firstly, to all chinese and non-chines,
Might as well say, EVERYONNE !
Fanna, that's me, who else right.
Wanna wishh you guys,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS !

; Friday, 23january
Slept Cousin house for 2days.
Erm, yesterday,
around 6.30pm
Family pick me up at Temasek Poly there.
Went to Pasir Ris Park with Izzat annd Izzah.
Was dead tired by 11.30pm.
ahaha. well , i did have funn.

There's alot happenedd but lazy to type it out.
LOLs.

sweetest hello,
1/27/2009 02:50:00 PM


Friday, January 23, 2009
Difficult situation ?

It's friday !
Hello !
And there's nno Chinese New Year concert !
Whatthhe ?

well, anyway,
sch is getting difficult each weak.

today, P.E,
3peeps nnot in their full attire.

Terrence : wore ruby ( Hello ! we're sapphire ! )
Naziif : wore Emerald ( ZIIF ! SpeeDemon kuu ! pkai sapphire laa next time )
Fabian : Wore basketball shorts (whhatthhe ? your shorts cannot find ? do spring cleaning okayy ?


So, have to do 15push upps.
well, that isn't too hard.
aftaa that the boys run 2.4 first.
i record for Hafiz (:
He gort 17pluus (:
Goodjobb laaa ..

Then after that ,
he record mine.
I get 16.11.
sucks, have to build up stamina.
train.train.train. somemore.


after sch meet Mr Hafiz outside general office.
We're late for the 3rd time,
so have to do cleaning up around the sch compound.
3rd offence seyy,
Fanna, Shaaa, Afiqah, Markus annd other sec1&2boyys.
Mr Hafiz say we have to complete it in half an hour.
we finishedd already, then have to clean somemore.
bcause so little litter.
So jyeahh, after we're donne,
we report back at General office.
andd guess what ?!

He went to mosque already,
Big Bloop !
thenn chitchat with Chem teacher, Mr Chua !
GEREKK BODDO DHERR !
thanks to him annd my effort,
i scored 3rd in class for his test (:
wooohoo !
Cher,, i never get anything uhh ?
I sit right infront,
and i pay attention youu knnow !
There's gotta be something to repay my kindness !
Cheyy, cam paham uhh !

well, what can i say,
Fanna perhhs,
Fanna kan slalu qyler !


anw, meet ikaaa at bedok,
she ccame all the way from tampines to bedok inter.
*Claps
Well, i went all the way to east view, infront of your sch,
just to meet you, yknow !
appreciate it laaa..
Dahh appreciate punn.
Go her house, to collect drawinq block.
i don't wanna waste money buyinqq it.
I'll just collect from those who take F&N,

THANKYOU VERY MUUCH !

sweetest hello,
1/23/2009 09:20:00 PM


Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Straiqhht forwardd

; 200109
- mummy's birthhday.
I'm her only child who bouqhht her presents.
She say Thanks numerous times.
See, Fanna's qood qirl, yknow.

To bibi :
Ehhy pompann,
kau nakk bustedd aku ?
dah punn, aperr blanqq Syiqin pasal P.E lessons ?
what's upp with thhat ?
Blanqq uhh,, aku dhh blannqq dher the truth uhh.
Bagus perr blannq Cikquu,
aku sebaqai kwnn dher,
kener tolonqq dher,
tolonqq dher build up self confidence.
Walau punn dher kener bully nqaan kter,
aku tetap ader prasaan uhh babe.
Kau saper siaak nnak panqqil matrep kau turun ?!
Kau inqat, kau nnye boyy matrepp,
aku takuut perhhs ?
Bangger perhh qirl ader boy matrep.
Bdak matrep palinqq low class uhh babe.
Pompann cam kter tk main tuu sumer,
ataww..
kauu low class ?
klau kaw low class, aku paham uhh,
kau amek laki cam tuu.
[ Matreps, jqn teraserr, No offence, sorry]

Klaww aku ader boy matrepp,
aku tk blanqq owannq uhh.
Buat perhh siaaa ?
Nak act perhhs ?
Like Hello, ader banyak laqqy uhh pat luaar !

Kau saper nnak ckaap aku nqaan kawan aku pompann murahann.
Cermin kan diri kau sendiri uhh babe !
Kau tu ader 20lebihh ex siaaa.
Aku baruuu 2.
Shaaa tak smpai 10 !
kau fikir perrhh,
ader bnyk ex, meaninqq kau laku uhh ?
ehhy, laki cari pompann cam kauu,
pasal dowanqq kesian kann,
pompann keciik cam kauu uhh.

Ni aku blannq straight forwardd uhh ehhy.
Kau suker perhh Laki peqannq2 kkau ?
Kauu pompann apper siaa ?
Subsitute ? Pelacuur ? Peqanti ?
Pompan muraaahaan ?
ehyy, babe,
berubah peranqaai laa oii.
Akuu dh cukup dah.
Tk mau dnqrr criter Non Frictionn kau uhh ehhy.
Tah btul ke tk.
Kawann primaryy kau pun katter kau cam tuu uhh.
Tk yaar tawu uhh ehhy sapeer.

Terimaaa kasihh banyak2 ehhy giirl.

annd btw, nakk carii qaddo,
fikir duaa kalii ehhy siaaa.
Stakat thhat time qado,
kau blanqq classmate yq aku nk rembat kaw,
behh kau takutt.
ehhy, aku bkan cam tuu uhh ehhy.
Aku nqok owanqq , aku simpati nqaan kau nye pasal uhh.
Klaw kau tinqqy behh tak kurus,

aku blehh rembat uhh.
tapi skrannq mcm ice cream stick,
kenner tiupp nqaan anqin pun jatuhh.
kau inqat perr, susah nk kalah kan kauu ?
Sorry ehhy, nak qaddo tak panqqil members uhh ehy.
members tak lehh tolonqq.
kau happy samer2, kau mati, saper datannq ?
matrepp kau ?
dher punn takut uhh babe !

; 201008
3monthhs (:

sweetest hello,
1/20/2009 11:26:00 PM


Monday, January 19, 2009
; Shaaa's Riqhht

Yeahh, Shaaa's Riqhht.

We only need one chance to prove it to everyone that we can do amazinq dance steps by ourself. Just the two of us.
*People lookdown onn us annd this is our chance to prove it to all.
Why did you have to ruin everythinnq ?
If you're jealous of us, please. Just tell it to us.
We ain't qonna fiqht back.
Yes, you've contributed too.
Your sonqs, we appreciate it. very much.
if you don't want us to use your sonqs,
well, just tell it to us.
I have my mp3 with me,
all the latest sonqs,
it isn't diif frm yours.
not quite much.

Yeah, you could be happy nnow.
Well, Let's see how lonqq it'll last.
It ain't qonna last lonqq. believe me.
You knw what type of qirl i am riqqht.
People don't make mistake annd just fcuk out my life like that.
I dare you.
Don't ever disturbb us aqainn,
you'll knw the consequences.
if you don't,
just wait annd see babe.

ShaaaDeviLish ;
There's nothinq stoppinq us from
stealinqq the show onn *you know what day.
Well, we better perform a groupp,
Let's dance to the music.
Those people who're in our minds, thouqhhts.
Let's work with themm !
annd toqether we'll succeed.
I promise you that,
nothinqq qonna stop us once we're in the lead (:

All for one, and, one for all.
I'll be riqhht here with you,
just when you're there for me,
when i have problems.
With you knnoww whho,
well, let's be openn.
Fairuz, of course.
I'll see the matter over.
Don't worry bout me,
if he's happy without,
so be it.
He don't need me in his life,
part of his life,
well, i'll prove to him.
I, too, can live onn.
carry onn with life.
Life don't stop on just fiqhhts.

Hopefully, everythinq will qqo smoothly,
prey for me, will yaaa ?
thankyouu so muuch friends (:

sweetest hello,
1/19/2009 10:45:00 PM


Happy advance birthhday !

Hello Teenagers !

;190109

Today qqo Tampines Mall
with Ikaaa annd Syaza to buy for mummy's birthday tmrrw (:
bouqht Ferrero Rocher ? and Mint Chocolates (:

Today Luckiest day !
Terserempak with Lotsa peeps annd old craziest friend !

At Bedok Inter, Khaniza.
At Afqhan Mac, Luqman.
He was sayinqq, ehhy, knal tk ni saper
*bluur expressionn,, owwwh Luqman ?
Ohh hiii !
In the Bus 3, otw to Tamp inter, Abdullah !
I was wishinq from sec1 thenn i cann terserempak with him !
at last, wishedd came true.
Alhamdullilah .
Abdullah aka Haniff, sombonqq ehh !
At TM, Mahsuri, meet up with her.
Tmankann dher qqy Old Chunk Kee?
To collect her Curry 'o'
thenn qqo Popular to Buy Bioloqy book.
Terserempak nqqan ShahruL, East View
aftaaa that, Mahsuri qqo home, then saw,
Firdaus !
He's hawwt laa boddo !
Taller thann me, of course.
I miss him lots laaa !


Todayy gerekk laaa seyy !
LUCKIEST DDDAY !
Actually nehh, at afqhan mac,
paisay qyler babs !
Was qoing to open the door,
thenn i push it.
but the door siqn says PULL !
WHAAATTHEHHELL ?
PAISAYY QYLERR SIULLX !
*Lauqhin non stop.
waaalaao Shaaa, stop lauqhinq uhh babbe !
aahahahhahha !


anw, reachedd home at 6pm.
Wrapped the present.
annd mummy said,
my throat is cravinqq for chocolates.
wanted to qqive her today.
but well, it's tmrrw, her birthday nnot today.
ahaha. well, wait for tmrrw aites dearest mummy ?

sweetest hello,
1/19/2009 10:23:00 PM


Sunday, January 18, 2009
Dearest boyfriend

Dearest Fairuz,
I'm tired of everything alriqht.
and you said that seriously, you don't give a damn anymore.
What's that suppose to mean ?
If you're tired of me, Let me qo.
Don't hurt me anymore.
You're happy that way.

and if you're tired of all our problems,
then forget it or settle it between us.

I don't want you to iqnore me,
Alone, you cry and laugh, and reminisce.
You didn't share it with me,
I'm tryinq my best to understand you.
What more do you want ?
Tell me.

I don't cry, laugh alone.
When i suffer, everyone suffers with me.
Because i know.
They will be there.

If there's anythinq that you want.
just tell aites.

you wouldn't love again, this is your last ?
i'm your last ?
is that what you mean ?

just continue readinq,
there's somemore.
just keep scroliinq ,
thankyou for your time (:

sweetest hello,
1/18/2009 09:18:00 PM


sec3 camp










Hello Primary&Secondary sch students, ITEs,Polys&& JCs batch (:

Just came back from Sec3 bondinq camp yesterday.
reachedd home 7.45pm.
mummy never cooked.
pity Fanna laaa,
just came back from camp,
then mummy never cooked.
so went to shop, bought some snacks.
there's no one at home, ya see.
they went fishing,
tk habis2 taw. Fanna dh bored qy fishing.
aiyaaa !!


First day of camp.
Design class flag, formation of dance steps.
Performance night 8pm,
dance dance dance.
gerek laaaa !
but there's bad experiences*
don't have to say uhh.

It's so unfair,
i only wanted three things.
it's that so much too ask for ?

First and foremost,
To dance with Shaaadevilish,
the dance step that only both of us created, choreography.
Why do someone have to spoil it ?
To stopped the music that were played ?
What did we done you wronq ?


Bondinq time with dearest 3N2.
No fiqhts.
We may not have it all toqether,
but toqether we have it all.

To enjoy our last camp.
Our very last camp.
In that sch,
In this year.
No more camp for us.

Well, this wishes didn't come true.
It'll stay as a fantasy for me,
it'll never come true.

;170109
Class 3e5 win the best class award.
Conqrats (:
Annd Khad; katty won the best female camper !
Kudos Katty !
Safawi won the Best Male Camper,
Kudos to you to Safawi !

anw, to the student leader,

THANKYOU SO MUCH !
Azraei, Darly and Sae Tan (:

Before we were realesed Mr Wan talk to us,
after that we past 3N2 balloon around
so everyone could sign on it.
1st picture, that is so not my hand,
my hand have band.
and it's not that big, yknow.
2nd picture,
my signature's below.
have heart pattern, can see ?
klaw tk lehh, kau buterr uhh !
joking, joking.
There's no fun without jokes what.
3rd picture, from left to right.
Sae tan,
Darly(in the center)
Azraei(wore jacket)
aikk panas2 pun pkai ?
haiis, tkper laa Az.
Went outside the hall, and everyone pop it !
Realeased from camp earlier as expected.
Finished at 5pm, were suppose to finish at 6pm.
well, 1hour earlier ! yaaahooo !
so yeah, had lunch ? at macdonald's
then slack with Shaaa annd Ziif at skatepark.
Met Nurin and Cheeps !
They didn't went for camp, yaa see.

Alot of coolsome thinggys ;

Guitarist
Drummer
Skaters
Riders
Jumpstylers
Shuffelers ?
Breakdancers


What more cool stuff can they do ?


there's sch tmrrw, i don't wanna qqo !
Still tired annd cram, haiis.
and i haven't finish hw,
there's still alot !
Someone Tolonq Fanna !
Anw, there's nothing to talk about.
Let's end it here.

sweetest hello,
1/18/2009 05:46:00 PM


Wednesday, January 14, 2009
SuperStars (:

Hello Sinqaporeans or Miqrants ?

Today, meet Naziif, Cheeps, Fee && Dee
in macdonald at around 7.30am.
well, was meetinq Shaaa actually.
But she asked to meet at the bustop near mrt instead,
ohh well, walked with Ziif, bcause,
the rest left us. Hoho.

Was holdinq Ziff skateboard until the bustop.
was a quite a lonq way, yknow.
that thinq was heavy, i've just realised.

Reached sch just about time.
They were about to stand, to sinq the National Anthem.
Luckily, we aren't late.

Sec3s Skipped Readinq period ,
to discussed about Sec3 bondinq camp,
# Mascot
# Cheers
# Class Identity

Our theme is Superstars (:

Jobella,Germ,Shaa and Fanna,
had the idea of wearinq superman shirts.
The one with 'S' on it.
I have 2,
one black one white.
But, the rest didn't have that kind of shirts.
So we forqet about it.
actually, can draw, cut and paste at our shirts,
the loqo. But nevermind, forget it.

First two period, enqlish lesson.
Didn't pay attention.

Second period Social Studies,
Ms Zhou asked us to shift class,
qqo to 3e4 ?
The projector's in 3N1 seems to be spoiled.

CME, Mr Chua,
cauqht me eatinq.
ohh come on !
I sat riqht infront.
but he didn't scold.
I told him that i didn't had breakfast.
and he told the class,
'Class, next time don't skip breakfast'
It's only strawberry flavoured Hello Panda.
ahaha. Favourite.
Mr Chua's so understandinq,
and his only in his 20's.
How bad can he be ?
He Teaches us Chemistry too.

After school,
had lunch at KFC,
with Bibi.
Terserempak nqaan Khaniza, bedok town sec.


Goodnight(:

sweetest hello,
1/14/2009 11:20:00 PM


Tuesday, January 13, 2009
skatepark(:

Hello Freaks !

well, today.
late for sch, again.
well, it's normal for late comers like us.
dh lamer buat kejer cam ni ?
owhh, daaa biasaaa !

sch finishedd at 1pm,
the tech quys, thought we skipped class.
well, we didn't okay.
eventho, we're latecomers,
baddies, didn't pay attention in class*sometimes ONLY*
we don't skipped classes.
that's for losers, get it ?

so yeah, 2.45pm?
meet Aziqq quitar annd Naz boi.
lepakLEPAKlepak at skatepark,
with, who else,
guys.

SpeeDemon, Cheeps,Fiz,Fidodido,G,
okay, well. them, the normal crazy freaks.
let's restate that.
The extraodinary crazy fun freak.
that sounds better, or
Horny F*cking Gays.

And to bibi,
you can say byebye to see me smoke alrighty ?
Don't pop up that question aqain,
i'm qettinq irritate and annoyed by it.
if you asked aqain,
nanti, aku maki kau rabak2 uhh.
understand ? understood ?

owhh yaa,
while we were fatchinnqq The ITEs brothers ?
it was raininqq heavily,
so playedd in the rain with them,
actually, not play.
we were running, as fast as we could. of course.
to reach the skatepark, where have a shelter.
ahah. waited for the rain to stop.

went afqhan to meet ikaaa and Syaazaaa(:
was damn qerek tawu !
there's this one, two quys.
one wore qrey, the other red.
so yeah,
i was standinq up to adjust skirt,
i was, no kidding. it was lose okay.
and this red coloured shirt quy was carryinq a haversack.
and from far it looks like mine.
i told the babes.
red coloured shirt quy come to our direction.
and i was covering my beg with art file,,
paisayy taw klau pkai beg smer nqqan bdak, boleh dikatekann hawt.
lol. and you know what ?!
that quy beg's the same as Ikaaaa !
and nnot mine.
so we were laughing like hell.
serious.
abanqq Zul sumer nqok sia !
behh, we're in a siaosiao mode.


Just live our live, ayee ayeee ayee ?
issit ? idk how the sonqq qoes.
ahaha.

i'm still fustrated from yesterday super stress breakdown.
vend all my anqer here.
hope you quys don't mind (:


sweetest hello,
1/13/2009 10:43:00 PM


Let me just speak, gimme chance.


ARRRRGHHH !!!
FANNA GERAMM UHHH !

You say you gotta go,
behh blum offline laqqy ?

gotta go, tc.
tc jerr ?
like hello ,
fanna need to hear the word love,
love, love, love.
FROMM YOUUU FAIIIRUZZ !


Fanna stupiid uhh,
why did i even bother to cry ?
cry, day and niqht.
cry self to sleep,
who cares, who seems to bother ?
no onne.
not even youu riqht .

what do you treat me as ?
or better , who ?
who am i to you ?
am i even visible to you ?
am i even part of your life nnow ?

who are we ?
who are we toqether ?
is this just empty relationship ?

too many questions ,
who's gonna answer them ?


Let me speak, gimme chance.

I'm the teenaqe girl here,
and you're the younq adult.
you should know what to do,
more than me.



Fairuz,
listen to me.

if you don't have any feelings towards me.
then just let me qqo, but why didn't you do that ?
what you're afraid that you might hurt me ?
well, you're hurting me even more.

Msged every once in awhile ?
and when was the last time we msgedd ?
owhh riqhht, i msgedd you 12mid,
countdown to 2009.
and you didn't reply.
so what if you off your phone ?
you could msg me the next morning.
There's no excuse .
prepaid low ?
can always call me ,
you know i'm always free right.
if you could just tell me when was a time when i didn't reply your msg,
i never once did that.
tell me what did i do wronqq ?
till i have suffer your punishments.
maybe you can tahan, but i can't .
one more fairuz, just one more.
please, make me lose patience,
i'll let you qo if that's what you want okay ??!
you didn't even featured me in friendster,
owhh well, thanks, i quess.


if you wanna end this ,
just qo ahead and tell me.


i'm ending here, i'm sick of everything.
i'm qonna take a rest.
and to ZuL annd friends,
thanks for everything.
for everything, i owedd much.

sweetest hello,
1/13/2009 12:37:00 AM


Saturday, January 10, 2009
CCA display day


Hello World !

So today, was cca display day for the sec1s.
Hmm.. only 6 registered for Malay Dance,
boohuuu !
No idea and what so ever at first.
But Ayu start with The kompang.
Like it is in weddings,
teacher from Band wanted to try.
He's awesome, not with the kompang.
But with the drums and all.
Kalaaa akuu !
hahha.

So yeahh, have malay hw,
but i cannot do,
pasal tkderr bukuu dher.
have to pass up on Monday,
and i guess,
i'll be doing on Monday,
during other lessons.
I'm the rap some more.
would be very paisay kalaw tk buuat.
haiis.


History(SSH) :
Talkedd about Girlfriends/boyfriends.
i don't know why,
it's history ,
come on !
there's no such topic in it.
No link at all.
Well , Ms Zhou wanted us to understand,
P - Point
E - Elaborate
E - Explaination
L - Link
more maybe ?
well, i don't know.

I'm missing someone again badly,
couldn't concentrate on Biology in the lab.
Lucily, tk kenner maraaa .
ANW, see this video.
Miss Marlia our Literature And English
teacher for 07.
The best teacher ever !
CLICK THIS ; BELOW .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yxYHTl2vBAc

sweetest hello,
1/10/2009 12:22:00 AM


Thursday, January 8, 2009
imissyouuu !

It's 12mid.

Couldn't go to sleep.
awww, i miss him muchh.
miss him like crazy.
more than words could speak out.
more than actions could react.

read my horoscope, give comments . i'm confusedd !

Please don't have anything bad in it.

Fanna , i need to be patient. just see, and let fate predicts .

This is in Love ;

If in a relationship, a third angle could open up to April 2009. You need to be calm and weed out the problems, rather than jumping to conclusions. There will be improvements after 17 th May 2009 . Issues could be high between 28 th January and 8 th March 2009 , June 2009 and beyond 8th October 2009 .

MONTHLY : (ignore the married and career thingy, i'm only 14, come on !)

Cancer January Horoscope: Positive and eventful period till the 13th January 2009. Issues with spouse and in joint areas/ partnerships thereafter.

Cancer February Horoscope: Ego and opposition to your ideas till the 12th February 2009. Issues in marriage too. Beyond 13th February 2009, dip in energy and stamina. Hurdles could rise.

Cancer March Horoscope: Low activity and energy phase till the 14th March 2009 luck will rise too

Cancer April Horoscope: Positive month throughout. Progress in career till 14th May 2009. Higher income and gain thereafter.

Cancer May Horoscope: Positive month throughout. Progress in career till 14th May 2009. Higher income and gain thereafter

Cancer June Horoscope: Positive period for money and social events till 14th June 2009. A dip in energy, rise in expenses and a slowdown from the 15th June 2009.

Cancer July Horoscope: Slow and difficult period till the 15th July 2009. Aggressive and energetic period from 16th July 2009.

Cancer August Horoscope: Creative and high activity phase till the 16th August 2009. Ego with family, in speech and increase in expenses from the 17th August 2009.

Cancer September Horoscope: Issues in family life till the 16th September 2009. Growth in career, higher status and position from the 17th September 2009.

Cancer October Horoscope: Positive period till the 16th October 2009. Domestic pressures and issues with family after the 17th October 2009.

Cancer November Horoscope: Rise in interaction with people and lower activity in family life till the 15th November 2009. Increase in ego and issues related to children after the 16th November 2009.

Cancer December Horoscope: Short tempered behavior and fall in status till the 15th December 2009. Growth in career, dynamic opportunities and overall growth after the 16th December 2009.


sweetest hello,
1/08/2009 02:20:00 AM


Late for sch

Late for school, reach sch at 8plus.
what the *tooot* !
ahahaha !
So kenerr stamp tangan.
haiis.
tomorrow kalau lmbat,
mati laaa kter oii !

so anw,
msg aziq quitar and Han Santos
half the day.
Aziq mintaa tolongg,
He wanna see our DM,
Mr Hafiz after sch,
want to talk things out ?
alaaa, tak tawuu laa dher !
haha.
actionn arr si tinggi tuu !
mentang2 dher dh keluar dari skolaaa !
Beh dah msuk ITE AMK !
aghhh ! grrr !

So yeah, after sch ,
went to cuzzy house,
with Wan and Zaki.

Now chatting with,
erm , alot of people .
Lazy to list names.
Sorry girls, boys (:





sweetest hello,
1/08/2009 12:17:00 AM


Tuesday, January 6, 2009
speak up

Something to confess .


I've been through alot.
alot that eu people don't know.
and i don't wanna talk about it.
but if i can't take it anymore,
friends that had known me for years,
thanks for being there for me.
when i suffer, i need someone to suffer with me.

For everything .

The Truth ; For BabyKeciq .
There's No Muhd Ayiie Bin Hakeem.
Fake qyler uhh..
You know kann that's a joke ?
I only have one ex !
ahahahahas !


To Dearest Fairuz♥,

look i'm sorry .
You've been through alot.
What about me ?
I'm suffering too. Alot.
I don't wanna start a fight .
I don't mean to,
I don't intend to.
I'm sick of acting like i don't care.
This is the reason to why i'm scared to fall in love again.
There's no medicine for this.
I trust you, I love you.
I really do.
you're aware of that.
and this blog wans't complete
when you read it.
and now, it still isn't .

I'm sorry okay.
And yes, i know.
Sorry isn't enough.
If eu had told me earlier that your phone sotz.
I wouldn't be making wild excuses .

sweetest hello,
1/06/2009 11:41:00 PM


Contacts !

To those who tried to contact me this few days and failed, i'm sorry.
switch off phone.
wasn't in the mood to msg anyone.
needed time to be alone forself.
to understand self.
to sort out what's best for self.
to know which to choose.
to know the difference between right or wrong.
Till now, still heaven't get it right to control emotions.

*NOTICE ;
friends who need to call and talk.
please , don't hesitate to call house or missed call hp.

* old phone number was always on,
could just sent an sms to it.

* new phone number, msg annd i 100% reply(:


sweetest hello,
1/06/2009 11:10:00 PM


back to 2008

Heyo kawann kawann !

;261208
went to downtown east with Family.
were suppose to catch a movie, twilight, 7pm
but was cancelled as it's friday, after 6pm, so it was counted as weekend
and the ticket is cost $10per person.

my family consist of 6 human beings,
if we were to catch a movie,
it will cost $60
excluding snacks ;popcorns, nachos and drinks.
That's a must , yknow !
were dissapointed but it's worth saving $60
could go someother day.
The cinema will always stay put.

To cheer siblings up, mummy bought
tickets to enter the cadburry ferris wheel .
3pax - $15.50
They were happy, well, i didn't get anything.
were going to have dinner at Swensens but i made mummy mad.
so tak jadi, it's all because of me.
took a taxi ride home, near the taxi stand,
terserempak nqan abang angkat, Said.
He looks different, well, what can i say.
2months tak jumper confirm berubah perhhs.

;271208
didn't go anywhere .
as usual ,
wake up, help with house chores,
watch tv, eat, bath, cd player on comp
eventho no comp access .
what can i do bsides those boring stuffs ?
grounded, ya see .

at night, 9pm went out.
at block 800plus.
Near big bookshop.
have christmas carnival only for kids,
not teenagers .
Thought of buying stationaries at one go
since we're there.
But it opens at 1.00am to 9.15 daily.
I reached the steps of the bookshop at 9.14pm.
my silly brother said that we could still go in.
macam paham uh.
Left one more minute to shop
and pay for all the stationaries.
I took one and a half hour to do that
including choosing of comfortable writing pens.


sweetest hello,
1/06/2009 10:47:00 PM


Active again.

Heyy Blog !
I'm active again.
after 3-4months without internet,
can be bored to death man !

There's alot that i wanna share, alot.
One day isn't enough. and it takes forever.
So i'm just gonna write, i mean type.
The important and fun ones(:

Let's rewind :

201008; *Ehem(:

051108 to 081108 ;
Vacation in malaysia.
2days at De Rhu Beach Resort, Kuantan.
Went with neiqhbour,
Izzat && Izzah, Kakak Ira tagged along.
Had so much fun.
actually, there's wasn't any fun that much.
We didn't get to shop pasal kat saner banjir !
Fat Hope to spend alot of money there,
takper , save duit uhh .

Take alot of pictures, lazy to upload.

181108;
prank ikah.
and she fell for it !
ahahahah ! *evil laugh
Oh gosh !
I'm daddy's little bad girl !
aziq quitar msg dher ckap dher rindu kter owanng jer.
ahahah . saper lagy , Fanna && Shaaa laaa !
okay , sure . i miss you too ?
I miss alot of people since school holiday started.

End?
well , actually , not quite.
But well , you're probably tired and bored by now,
reading and understanding all this sentence.
reading lines by lines, words by words.
Luckily, you're not counting letters (:

Well , i gtg .
Friends, anything msg me.
If you don't have my number ask for it.
I'll decide whether to give or not.
Long lost friends,
DO ASK !
I MISS YOU SO MUCH !


sweetest hello,
1/06/2009 10:24:00 PM

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