Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Hold Him when I'm Not Around
It isn't easy pretending. Pretending everything you're not.
Petending that everything's gonna be alright.
I tried to pretend that you're always here with me, right by my side. But, it's just for awhile.
I'm just faking it, fake smile and joy across my face.
Imagine that you were here, and the next moment, you're gone.
Imagine that you were here, and the next moment, you're gone.
You left me deeply hurt. Apologising can't make it any better.
I'm standing here, but all i want is to be over there.
I only want that, always hoped and dreamt of that. Wished too.
I wish it was me who was with you, instead of your friends.
I stupidly let myself believe that miracles could happen.
I thought you were my fairytale, a dream and a wished upon a star that's coming true.
I trusted you. Now i know, you're not a fairytale, dreams are meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star just don't come true even if you wait for it,
It'll takes forever.
I can't believe, that i could trust all that.
This is reality, and, Not Fairytale.
Fantasy life's are just for Entertainment.
I don't know what went through my mind.
I can see now, that i waited to long,
way to long to tell you now how much it matters, just to be right there with you.
I need you here, just once, it's enough.
Let me have that moment with you. Let me shower you with my love.
Give me a chance to show you how much i care and how far i can go with you,
to sacrifice anything.
We both suffer together. We could relieve this pain and sorrow together.
Overcome every obstacles and challanges that awaits us in this fruitful relationship.
We will go far.
Every moment last forver, let's fight and never walked away.
I'm still here, holding on. We make it through the pain,
just to achieve that one wished and dream of ours.
I'll take you by the hand and show you that you can if you almost gave up on your dream,
our dream. I'm counting on you.
My words are pure. Straight from the heart. I have no bad intentions.
I'm sorry if i hurt you in anyway. I'm sorry for making problems. I'm not pefect. I'm just that girl who make mistakes and learnt from it. I'm just trying so hard to control myself, I'm sorry if you felt something while reading this.
I need to let it out somewhere. I don't know how to throw it out to you.
we may fight, we may argue.
There's no perrfect in relationship.
You're the closest i can get to perfect.
I love you, is all i ever care for♥
copyrights
sweetest hello,
8/19/2009 09:05:00 PM
Tempted to touch
sweetest hello,
8/19/2009 08:51:00 PM
over the mountains i climb
sweetest hello,
8/19/2009 08:45:00 PM
throughout everything
sweetest hello,
8/19/2009 08:30:00 PM
