Few more hours to leave this place. Having mixed feelings. Can't wait and also sad at the same time. Leaving Tampines is very hard eventhough it's only named as a place, it's the same as just leaving some one you loved. Basically here's the plan for tomorrow. Morning decide to be absent from school and help out with cleaning up this entire place before agent come and view the house again. Should wake up early enough to be able to finished packing all this stuff of mine. Must done everything by 2.30pm as already confirmed shopping spread with Anna dear. Hopefully, everything goes well tomorrow. Hope nothing would go wrong. Thanks friends for helping, especially those friends of wawan's. Evethough they're irritating. I'm kind hearted enough to thank them here by blogging. After cleaning and packing up all the stuff. Time to shop till we drop. I can't wait. Anyway, won't be updating much as i'm not gonna touch this computer for a few days or weeks due to the shifting.
1moreday
"When you walked away, i count the steps that you take. Do you see how much i need you right now? When you're gone, the pieces of my heart i'll be missing you.."
Things seems to go on really smoothly. all those shifting and packing stuff into boxes has been really tough. Been sweating alot. And school just get boring and boring-er. Greatful that school ended 12.30. but it's really tiring ok. Can't seem to be focus in class due to my mood. Yang tengah holiday mood. Art haven't completed yet. How am i suppose to get 70marks? I only get 63marks overall. Is it even possible to get 70marks? I'm drawing my hands off.
I hope shifting to bedok is a good thing for me. I really hope Allah will bring us together one day. I still love him. DEEPLY. Yes, i keep denying that i love him. And i keep telling myself that i'm done with him. But i really can't. This feeling can't tell lies towards this heart. Basically, my brain function my heart and feelings to love him. The more i hate you, the more i grow fonder of you. The more i try to forget and erase you from my heart, the more tougher it is to throw your view from my eyes. I kept praying and praying to help me with this problem. I want to be strong. But, previous days. I lost hope. I'm really tired to keep praying. I felt that there's nothing improved. It's all still the same old problem that i have to face and overcome. I really can't. My mind's stuck, i don't know what else i have to do to solved this problem of mine.
6moredays
As i expected, This June is really a bonding time for me to get together with friends and also a stressing time for me. But, i don't care. I enjoy and suffer at the same time. Well, planned with lovelies to go out and have some bonding time. So, i hope everything falls into plan. But date have yet to be confirmed.
So, i guessed that's all about it. I don't know yet about the rest.
Yes yes. I'm not close with you guys. But, you guys gave me your contact. Tak kan nak diam and run away siah. Confirm kene text tanyer 'How's youhh?" Kan. Kau pikir aku zalim pe tak ingat kawan. Haiyaa. Susah uh gini. Dah pokai, busy lagi. Well, i'll do anything just to make a friendship grows longer and deeper. I'm blessed to have friends like you. I miss each and everyone of you.