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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
memories won't fade away.



This memories i have won't ever fade away


Few more hours to leave this place. Having mixed feelings. Can't wait and also sad at the same time. Leaving Tampines is very hard eventhough it's only named as a place, it's the same as just leaving some one you loved. Basically here's the plan for tomorrow. Morning decide to be absent from school and help out with cleaning up this entire place before agent come and view the house again. Should wake up early enough to be able to finished packing all this stuff of mine. Must done everything by 2.30pm as already confirmed shopping spread with Anna dear. Hopefully, everything goes well tomorrow. Hope nothing would go wrong. Thanks friends for helping, especially those friends of wawan's. Evethough they're irritating. I'm kind hearted enough to thank them here by blogging. After cleaning and packing up all the stuff. Time to shop till we drop. I can't wait. Anyway, won't be updating much as i'm not gonna touch this computer for a few days or weeks due to the shifting.

1moreday


sweetest hello,
6/09/2010 11:16:00 PM


Saturday, June 5, 2010
i would pray.

"When you walked away, i count the steps that you take. Do you see how much i need you right now? When you're gone, the pieces of my heart i'll be missing you.."

Things seems to go on really smoothly. all those shifting and packing stuff into boxes has been really tough. Been sweating alot. And school just get boring and boring-er. Greatful that school ended 12.30. but it's really tiring ok. Can't seem to be focus in class due to my mood. Yang tengah holiday mood. Art haven't completed yet. How am i suppose to get 70marks? I only get 63marks overall. Is it even possible to get 70marks? I'm drawing my hands off.

I hope shifting to bedok is a good thing for me. I really hope Allah will bring us together one day. I still love him. DEEPLY. Yes, i keep denying that i love him. And i keep telling myself that i'm done with him. But i really can't. This feeling can't tell lies towards this heart. Basically, my brain function my heart and feelings to love him. The more i hate you, the more i grow fonder of you. The more i try to forget and erase you from my heart, the more tougher it is to throw your view from my eyes. I kept praying and praying to help me with this problem. I want to be strong. But, previous days. I lost hope. I'm really tired to keep praying. I felt that there's nothing improved. It's all still the same old problem that i have to face and overcome. I really can't. My mind's stuck, i don't know what else i have to do to solved this problem of mine.

6moredays


sweetest hello,
6/05/2010 10:11:00 PM


Tuesday, June 1, 2010
bbygirls

I miss this girl of mine!
Nur Asilah Bte Fahmy♥

As i expected, This June is really a bonding time for me to get together with friends and also a stressing time for me. But, i don't care. I enjoy and suffer at the same time. Well, planned with lovelies to go out and have some bonding time. So, i hope everything falls into plan. But date have yet to be confirmed.

  • The FarhanaH(s) shopping spreed! -Next week, Tuesday.
  • RiriSuri and Farahin awesome outing
  • bbyDee, Amal and Amirah Bonding time.
  • Celebrate Bibi birthday.
  • Birthday with Iqaa and Syazwani
  • Nur Asilah Bte Fahmy catch up time!
  • Aidil, Faizal, Fauzi, Mus, Khadri, Wan & Raudah outing. -Next week

So, i guessed that's all about it. I don't know yet about the rest.

  • Hidayah and Hidayu
  • Shalawati
  • Raudah
  • Huda and Nabilah

Yes yes. I'm not close with you guys. But, you guys gave me your contact. Tak kan nak diam and run away siah. Confirm kene text tanyer 'How's youhh?" Kan. Kau pikir aku zalim pe tak ingat kawan. Haiyaa. Susah uh gini. Dah pokai, busy lagi. Well, i'll do anything just to make a friendship grows longer and deeper. I'm blessed to have friends like you. I miss each and everyone of you.


sweetest hello,
6/01/2010 09:50:00 PM


Such'a BITCH.

BOOOOM!
It's been sucha long time that i didn't update this dusty old blog of mine. Clearly, it's because i've been really really busy this pass few days. Actually, it's gonna be the whole year i'm busy excluding november and december. Quited all the nonsense stuff i used to do. And, quit working due to shortage of time. Now currently just focusing on prelims and N levels. Outing and Lepaking with friends has been cutdown. So many problems to faced right now. Heart's broken, trying to glued it back together again. As you guys knew from my previous post, i've freaking spoilt my KS360 LG phone. So now, my parents already bought me a new phone. Yari U 100i. Boleh la tahan bagus dhe. Let's start updating more aites.
27may2010
Just another day. After school went home straight to bath and out with Iqaa. Spent the afternoon and evening with her. Terserempak with Shaa and Fee. Prove me right. My mulot is like so masin to say then i would saw them together. HAHA! Oh, such a fcuktard. Anyway, hack care pasal dorang. Went to iqaa house to ease mind and have some bonding time together. Chey, macam paham seh. We everytime have bonding time together.
28may2010-29may2010
All the thoughtful people whom are our neightbours, help us with our shifting. Thank you just ever so much. Without you guys, we won't have that strength. Spend the two days at our new area which is at Bedok South. I was happy and sad at the same time. Kinda have those mixed feeling. Well, everything happens for a reason right? And i'm sure that every reason have it's meaning, be it negative or positive. I'm sad to leave this place called home. Tampines have been the most wonderful place with all it's convinient. Why do i have to go? So much happend. There's really alot in my mind. Things doesn't really goes according to plan.
31may2010
Have malay GCE O Level early in the morning. And was freaking pissed off because my school shoes was at bedok. Expect me to wear slippers to school during a major examinations? Seriously like no mood to go school, feel like skipping it. Grrh. Then father went to bedok to take the shoes. Bring back salah size. It's my brother nye. Pandai kan? I wear that huge shoes to school. Seriously, that wasn't my size at all. Terlalu besar. And it was more like a clown shoes, Even big foot can wear it up the snowy mountains. After completed the examinations, headed to NTUC with syiqin and bb to buy aloe vera. Headed home straight away, Bath, change and rushed out to meet Iqaa and Syaz. Went NTUC again. To accompany them to buy groceries for their Food and Nutrition Examinations.
P.S: I'm really tied up with examinations. It's just around the corner. Time flies quick and i've got to really buck up. I feel that i did well for this year mid year exams. I've really persevere and revise hard for the upcoming exams. I wished i could hold on for another 3more months. June holiday is already here. And there's not holiday for me, there's only school for the straight two weeks. Could'nt promise friends that i would be able to go out with them. It's really tough being in this position. I've suffered alot. I keep praying. I keep going on straight and never look back. I nearly give up. But i know, all this is for my own sake. I've already tried my best in everything. Who would help me? I don't know if there's someone praying for me.
11moredays

sweetest hello,
6/01/2010 01:27:00 AM

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