"all my life i've been good, but now i'm thinking.
What the Hell?"

who's the one changing? I'm still me. I don't go to ITE and change like everybody else does. Me having someone new in my life doesn't change the way how i treat you as my bestfriend. So whats the problem and what seems to be the matter?

Look how you change drastically.

You went to camp, after camp you didn't contact me. Contact pun stakat msg, and i missed call you, you didn't call back. If not every morning you would text me and all. kate miss2 and nak keluar, but then end up tak. And seriously i was freaking shock that you were outside my school to fetch ayie as he was sick. If yoo noticed i was unhappy, idk why also. And sometimes i wonder why you have the time to call syaz and not me? whereas a short catch up bout gossips will do.

Your mum is admitted in the hospital, and i even visit her with my family. Tell me, did any other of your friends did that? I'm so concern with you and also your family cause i already treat you as my own sister and whatmore we knew each other family. I may not be the perfect friend in the whole world. but i did my best to try and understand what you're going through. And i'm happy that your mum is safely at home now.

I text u and ask how's your mum all that. but do you even ask me how have i been all that? I also have problems, but i didnt share it cause i know you have a lot to think about. but if you ask how am i all that, im already fine. Just show that you care.

Anyway, those who are reading this. I know you may think that we like what uh. but imagine having a best friend who nearly forget about you. See how it hurts and all.