I view you as someone whom i could trust, whom i could rely on. But in the end, what did i get from you? I've hurt so many times. Uncountable. I really trusted you, trusted all your says and promises. Trusted your love for me, Just everything a girl wanted from a guy. I thought that i could count on you to make me happy and be here for me, But i was wrong.

It's been eight straight days since you last contacted me. I'm trying to move on. I'm still trying to accept the fact that you're gone. I don't wanna be friends, i want us to be more than that. because i've already given my heart to you. All those sacrifices and real promises are for you. I've given my best and everything in this relationship. Because i thought we have it all, we can survive on. I guess i was wrong. You showed me the real you. All this while i was trap in your love, i believe in all your lies. I couldn't believe a thing now. How am i supposed to trust you again? You destroyed the trust that i had for you.

What now, i have to move on. Right now, this moment. I don't know why my heart can't accept someone else. I like, adore and admire someone. But i still love you.. No doubt about it.

Anyway, that's about it. Let's stop talking about relationship. I really can't stop this tears coming out. Well, it's september holiday. A one week holiday. I have alot to do as hari raya is coming on Thursday. Lawled. Just had Social Studies N level examination. I regret not finishing the final question which was 13marks. Well, it's already over and done with. So now, i really need to buck up on my other subjects and just pray for the best in everything. I already did my best, what else could i give. This examinations is really important to me. It is for my future. Anything can happen. This really stress me out.

I miss my dear girlfriends. Just everyone, i really miss them so much. Haven't meet Iqaa in a few weeks time. I only spent time with my friends in school and after school, went straight home. too tired to just go anywhere. I miss you, i really do. I remember those times we spent together. Yes, we may sound like couple, but my friendship with Nur Syafiqah Shuhaimi is stronger than anything else, besides family ofcourse. We would spent time together everyday when i used to live in Tampines. I miss those times. Playing and slacking with iqa and ben was the greatest thing.

loves,

Fanna