So many challenges to go through this life. Face different problems everytime and sometimes, same problems repeats itself. If only i could run far far away, i would. But i know that running isn't the solution to solve my problems. I'm already trying hard enough to solve all this calmly. I tried to control my emotions and not following my ego. Everytime i tried to solve problems, things just get worst. Then, i'm useless. Everytime i wanted to give up, i think twice. I hold on and still carried on, cause i know after all this fights and problem, there's a reward.

I'm just so stressed out everything. How am i suppose to stay calm and be relex when i know the fact that i'm facing a lot of problems right now. Family getting worse with wawan's attitude. and school getting tougher every minute. An extra person would double my happiness and also misery. I have to cope with everything. I've tried to catch up during lessons cause i know sec5 is the toughest year throughout the years i'm in school. Cause its a really big jump from N to O levels. Seriously, its a wide gap. Oh well, i've gotta push real hard.

Goodnight. xoxo